what is good for me
I feel like getting out for a walk would be so good for me, but I feel so weak. Maybe this is one of those situations where I should FORCE myself to get up and [...]
10
07, 2025
7
07, 2025
linger
I feel sad. I am yearning for someone to love. But I want someone who wants to connect. This online communication is very inspiring, but it has been going on so long, without connecting. I [...]
7
07, 2025
thorns in my recovery
I know that receiving a delivery of flowers is supposed to cheer me up. How lucky I am to have a friend who cares! They just make me feel bad though - guilty. I can't [...]
6
07, 2025
coffee dates – back to it
I feel a strange kind of 'emptiness'. How is this 'my problem'?
5
07, 2025
too tired to write
Soooooo sleepy.... It also feels like I have been tensing all my muscles, or holding my breath, and recently I had cause to breathe outt, or relaz a little, but it just feels like my [...]
5
07, 2025
a lifetime of regrets
I feel so sad because I never grew a human baby in my body. . . It is a huge wave of grief that pours over my soul. . . I feel so sad. . [...]
4
07, 2025
how to regulate right now??
I am not going to lie. . . My nerves are finally shot. All it took was for a couple more stressful security conscious emails to come through, after a full week of this stuff, [...]
3
07, 2025
relationships and mental illness
It has only been two (or three) days since I reinstated the 0.5 mg of Ozempic, and I am starting to come good. I know that this is socially difficult, but if my friends can [...]
2
07, 2025
depth of sleep and other observations
I basically have a week of getting tiny snippets of sleep through the night, to catch up on now. Given the depth of the sleep pressure, after just a tiny repayment of the debt, I [...]
1
07, 2025
ozempic update 1/7/2025
ooooch, , , , , ooooooff, (I don't feel so good). Rising my dose to 0.5 mg of ozempic has left me feeling a bit. . . c.r.a.p (if you know it1!!!) I felt like [...]