the shouting – the risky business
There was a big crash of lightning today, just as I finished that post. NOW I need to get on a plane (domestic), with purpose. I need to go and check things out up where [...]
5
09, 2026
5
09, 2026
worst of times – Ava Della Pietra
I am sorry about the 'Here comes the sun' tragedy. I hope I still have that track somewhere. It might be difficult to listen to initially, because I feel guilty that the opportunity may have [...]
5
09, 2026
sleep is difficult for me presently
Good mornING, It is 3:34 am so I am not going to be able to report an eight hour shift of sleep to the CATT team when they come to my home around 9 AM [...]
4
09, 2026
pride – where does it come from?
For maybe the FIRST time in my life I feel PROUD of how I handled this episode of psychosis. My mother isn't so sure. . . she was tired tonight (had been working hard all [...]
4
09, 2026
residual nicotine addiction
Wow,,,, **big yawn - and hugs to the lovers!!! It is the nicotine thing that I came to talk about. This morning I was clearning out kitchen drawers and came across a stray piece of [...]
4
09, 2026
aaaargh – we caught it early this time!!
Nicotine addiction is interesting. The best part of this episode of psychosis is the deep, deep organising of my home. What happened? I won't bore you with ALL the details, . . when did the [...]
19
08, 2026
vulnerable states of mind
Before I open the doors, I just want to say that I am aware that I have broken the golden rule. I seem to have put some of my crazy and my trauma on the [...]
15
02, 2026
MIA – tranquillised
So, I caved and upped my dose of amisulpride to 600 mg. I reflected on how bad the previous psychosis was, and how I have had three of them in the past months. I reflected [...]
7
09, 2025
nicotine replacement therapy – one dose
My first impression is that NICOTINE IS A HORRIBLE drug!! I sprayed one spray under my tounge. And now I have the hiccups! Take after food please!!
24
06, 2025
bedroom visions in the night – 0 )
Oh wow!! Hehe, , , I just listened to an audio recording that I made in the middle of the night. . . It was so funny to hear. It is so funny how we [...]