A three week stint of psychosis, all told, and just as much, if not more time completely disabled by medication drops and weaning off all these neurotropic drugs. Blahhhhh.
I am so exhausted and I am sick to death of reading meaning into these probably random hits on my pages. The answer right now feels like 'none'. I am so over it. If either [...]
It feels so strange to be in this situation. I feel sad.
I can't give you a hug. I can't touch your arm. There is no channel between us to wrap my arms around you and say something to make you laugh. I will give you a [...]
I'm sorry. . . 'For effing what?!' It is dumb. I think both of these online relationships are going nowhere. We keep going around this toxic kind of cycle, but I don't know Mouse and I [...]
I think love is when you feel happy to see the person you love happy. That is how love looks like to me. :-D
I wish I had written here before consulting with the internet or Instagram. i have lost the precious subconscious response to yesterday's hi-jinx. Note for next time! I do remember how much love I still [...]
So, if there is a way to validate ourselves, so that we don't spiral down the plug hole to despair, what would that look like? Maybe ACE? Acknowledge the feeling. What am I feeling? Come [...]
In this lonely world - who would be interested in hearing my voice? Because I can't think of a single person who would have the time or inclination to listen to me. Hell, it hurts.
I am in pain because I 'attached' through talking to that person on the phone. And now I feel like I don't want to talk to them anymore, , , because i think this situation [...]
