the effect of seeing violence
I feel sad and I feel triggered. Ouch, ouch, ouch. OUCH!!
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09, 2026
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09, 2026
being selfish – sorry
So sorry to talk about me right now, , , when it is my love who needs nurturance. . .
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09, 2026
making lemonade
I am hugging my toy rabbit and dreaming of a very interesting movie. Night! ;-)
19
09, 2026
pouring from my eyes
Maybe I have never known emotional pain like this. And maybe it is a breakthrough of some kind.
19
09, 2026
so sorry to keep you waiting
I don't feel so good. It is a strange kind of mixture of symptoms. I feel really bad too.
19
09, 2026
the loneliest time
I feel sad tooooo, , , my BFF.
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09, 2026
the way things were
I guess where MOUSE is concerned, , , well. . . we are berry good at avoiding each other. . . we do that well. As I see it, there have been multiple opportunities for [...]
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09, 2026
progress not perfection!!
This psychosis has been better in so many ways. I haven't been posting on social media (nearly as much), , , and most of my friendships have been buffered from the strangeness.
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09, 2026
and then
My wind down time to put all devices away is 9 PM, and even though I am sooooo sleepy, I need to fight the urge to fall asleep - for sleep hygiene purposes.
13
09, 2026
makes a difference if I am honest *prayer hands emoji
It is true. . . I need to hold my toy rabbit. . . They are sitting askew (with legs crossed) on my crossed leg right now. Perhaps I will give him a massage in [...]