I feel so sick. I am not sure I have ever felt this sick.

There is a lingering desire to go home and be close to my parents. I don’t think it is the solution. As much as I am craving the sea air.

Life is poorer without Astro in it. It has only been four days, and I miss his light. It is so late in the story to hope that I could live without the switch he facilitates in my brain.

Following him has caused so much damage in my life over the past year.