And then I am torn between not particularly wanting to get to know myself as a ‘new person’ (better the devil you know perhaps), and feeling like I should reciprocate this silence and just evacuate this whole scene.

Either way, my heart feels sad right now.

I would very much like a crystal ball.

And a hug.

Hanging around here takes me AWAY from that, I think. Not towards it.

Oooch.