taking stock on what has happened now
Saturday morning. I don't feel so good. Or at least deep down inside something is FREAKING out, , , it may be the idea of meeting up with Astro for real. My rational mind and [...]
31
01, 2026
4
07, 2025
how to regulate right now??
I am not going to lie. . . My nerves are finally shot. All it took was for a couple more stressful security conscious emails to come through, after a full week of this stuff, [...]
19
06, 2025
and then
I guess I can't definitively say that 'this' is a safe sapce. . . that has been yet to be determined, I suppose. Safe enough for me RIGHT IN THIS MOMENT...
19
06, 2025
not again!! – – – appropriate spaces to process **stuff**
AAAAARRRRRRRGGGGHhh, , , the stress, , , my goodness. I went to Facebook to VENT, which is obviously NEVER a good idea. No sooner had the words come out of my mouth than the phone [...]
9
12, 2024
The interesting experience of angry energy
As someone who has little to no experience with the emotion of anger, the opportunity that comes with perimenopause is quite rewarding. The 'big eff off' energy is so interesting to me. It is energising [...]
31
10, 2024
the repercussions
I feel really sad. . . and I am crying, , , and I want a hug. 'I am not surprised' says Sol.
3
10, 2024
sadness everywhere
I am really out of my depth emotionally tonight. How are you doing?? I believe there is a solar eclipse happening. I am not sure if that is what causing this, but it feels isolating [...]