imperfect thoughts about my mental health status
I am a bit NERVOUS (in a mental way) about the CATT team visit today. I am happy because Dad got me cleaning up this morning. And he has arranged where we will all be [...]
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09, 2025
9
09, 2025
strange
Wondering if the cogitating has something to do with that not being allowed to inhabit my experience again. That is what the cogitating is about. Apparently if our minds are fixated on something - either [...]
9
09, 2025
sorry isn’t good enough for me
It (((hurts))) so bad. And School of Life posted os something interesting today about uncomfortable feelings. I am frightened to go and find it tonight, because Abbie Chatfield made me cry. She was [...]
7
09, 2025
very vulnerable shares ;-\
It is difficult to admit, but maybe I should get to the point another way, , , Before I started taking mirtazapine, , , I was so socially anxious. . . it was crippling, [...]
6
09, 2025
the lifeline situmaration
I can't ring my dad, because I JUST SPOKE to him not so long ago. . . and I am waiting in the queue for Mum to call me back. I will be needing [...]
7
07, 2025
thorns in my recovery
I know that receiving a delivery of flowers is supposed to cheer me up. How lucky I am to have a friend who cares! They just make me feel bad though - guilty. I can't [...]
3
07, 2025
relationships and mental illness
It has only been two (or three) days since I reinstated the 0.5 mg of Ozempic, and I am starting to come good. I know that this is socially difficult, but if my friends can [...]
24
06, 2025
bedroom visions in the night – 0 )
Oh wow!! Hehe, , , I just listened to an audio recording that I made in the middle of the night. . . It was so funny to hear. It is so funny how we [...]
6
05, 2025
dead ends
My thoughts are that writing about mental health, pharmacology and psychology from a personal perspective is an exercise in extreme vulnerability. It is also exactly the kind of content that someone who had malicious intent [...]
25
12, 2024
an interesting and familiar experience in a chess game
It was such an interesting experience to find myself in a losing position in my chess game with my Dad tonight. I was assessing my options, and all I could see, through all the different [...]