Deep, hard, work of psychosis
Jimeny crickets I am tired!! Not sure if I have been this exhausted!! How long did it last this time? This is day 10. I am hopeful that things are improving.
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12, 2025
11
12, 2025
3531 words that feel so wrong – a spoken word piece
I think I have found the reason behind the fact that people don't like to 'listen' to me. It gets better all the time, and I have held some of my friends' attention for a [...]
7
07, 2025
thorns in my recovery
I know that receiving a delivery of flowers is supposed to cheer me up. How lucky I am to have a friend who cares! They just make me feel bad though - guilty. I can't [...]
3
07, 2025
relationships and mental illness
It has only been two (or three) days since I reinstated the 0.5 mg of Ozempic, and I am starting to come good. I know that this is socially difficult, but if my friends can [...]
24
06, 2025
bedroom visions in the night – 0 )
Oh wow!! Hehe, , , I just listened to an audio recording that I made in the middle of the night. . . It was so funny to hear. It is so funny how we [...]
6
05, 2025
dead ends
My thoughts are that writing about mental health, pharmacology and psychology from a personal perspective is an exercise in extreme vulnerability. It is also exactly the kind of content that someone who had malicious intent [...]
25
12, 2024
an interesting and familiar experience in a chess game
It was such an interesting experience to find myself in a losing position in my chess game with my Dad tonight. I was assessing my options, and all I could see, through all the different [...]
15
12, 2024
the stigma, perhaps, , , is that it?
I spoke to a psychologist friend of mine today. Two things came out of the conversation. The first is that it is hard on my soul to be 'friends with a psychologist', despite the fact [...]
20
10, 2024
the shitty outcome
It has been a harder landing than usual, coming out of this latest psychosis. It has left me with a lot of sadness this time. I am grieving the person I was in person when [...]
6
10, 2024
need something better
Is there something else that can be used to treat my psychotic disorder?! Because THIS is CRAP!! As far as mental environments go, I am not sure I have ever felt quite so bad. Maybe [...]