imperfect thoughts about my mental health status
I am a bit NERVOUS (in a mental way) about the CATT team visit today. I am happy because Dad got me cleaning up this morning. And he has arranged where we will all be [...]
28
09, 2025
27
09, 2025
Managing withdrawal from diazepam
thanks for the ideas!!! (((Turtle))) Dad and I went to Friends of the Earth for smoko. Saschi had some pizzas just out of the oven, so we had a slice each. Of two different varieties. [...]
21
09, 2025
integrated experience – good friend
All fixed, all better. My friend Chairman Yabba Dabba Doo came to visit tonight. We played three games of chess. It was so fun. He has lots of defensive moves. It was quieter tonight, so [...]
9
09, 2025
what am I GOOD forrrr?
I wanted to STOP by and say hellloooo, , , before I take. off again!! This morning I stepped out into my new kitchen and saw that my meds were all divvied up. WHAT IS [...]
8
09, 2025
remembering the challenges
I remember that day, because I had never been so ANXIOUS in my life (or so I tought) Sitting at Jour and cancelling all my commitments ( I had planned a VERY full day) [...]
7
09, 2025
nicotine replacement therapy – one dose
My first impression is that NICOTINE IS A HORRIBLE drug!! I sprayed one spray under my tounge. And now I have the hiccups! Take after food please!!
7
09, 2025
very vulnerable shares ;-\
It is difficult to admit, but maybe I should get to the point another way, , , Before I started taking mirtazapine, , , I was so socially anxious. . . it was crippling, [...]
7
09, 2025
antipsychotic medications and cognition (or the underlying disease)
That is a bald faced lie, about not reacting physiologocally, Although sometimes, I just kind a feel a bit 'numb' and it is not so nice. I want to FEEL and be homan. I looked [...]
3
07, 2025
relationships and mental illness
It has only been two (or three) days since I reinstated the 0.5 mg of Ozempic, and I am starting to come good. I know that this is socially difficult, but if my friends can [...]
2
07, 2025
depth of sleep and other observations
I basically have a week of getting tiny snippets of sleep through the night, to catch up on now. Given the depth of the sleep pressure, after just a tiny repayment of the debt, I [...]