I am so frightened that I have messed this up.
It is hard to talk about. . .
And, maybe illness and forced containment are not good enough reasons.
There is a place I want to be, , , it is going to make me cry.

It is true that text is not it, and if I had been ok I would have gone for it. . .
The problem most certainly has been the triangulation. . . It has been wrong the whole time.