The situation is that the ‘freeze’ response that I had noticed earlier in my development transformed into severe, severe AMBIVALENCE in this latest block (40 days) of psychosis. . .

At first I thought that there was no literature on ambivalence. However, after the last bout of it, when I finally broke down into tears, i found (from Dr Google) that my psychologist could potentially help me with this problem.

The treatment he uses is EMDR and it is often used for trauma. . . it may be ‘activating’ but my crowd are of teh opinion that activation in the interests of moving towards the life you want to live is perhaps ‘worth it’?