I have been ‘eating my feelings’ tonight.
It is sad, I guess.- the way my behaviour responds to the threat of being ignored (perhaps that is the behaviour I am witnessing).
I am just so exhausted. Today was a special day on some level, and maybe it just feels lonely to be left alone to close down the house and climb into bed by myself.
It is knots in the stomach kind of stuff.
Maybe I will vomit all over my feed, haha feet. . . maybe that wuold make me feel a bit better.