My ((love)). . . I am worried. . . I am worried about ((you)). . . I feel like something is upsetting you, , , and I HATE that. . .

Something has shifted in me since last night, , , I Feel stronger in my core sense of self somehow, , ,

And one thing that is on the top of my mind right now, , , is the fact that I want to care for Turtle. . . It is a strange feeling for me. . . I know I have said it in passing before, t, tha tI want to ‘take care of his heart”, , , but this feels different, , , somehow. . . this feels SERIOUS, , , somehow. . .