I am so stuck.

Feeling drawn to the coast, but not at all sure that is where I belong… or if that is even something my friend is entertaining.

Needing to go back for a change of scenery perhaps. . . To see how much it is jiving. How much it has changed.

Feeling like someone is pulling levers in my life without being present.

So isolated. . . without the courage to reach out, , , and from such a broken place.

Needing to follow through on one way to build income. Getting distracted by the fact that someone considers it disloyal, , , at this point thinking about what cause I am in feels like a luxury.