People have said thaaat to me before.

I believe people are friends of mine, when they aren’t.

They probably keep a stiff upper lip most of the time, being polite society.

I probably shouldn’t talk to eh, , ,

Lots of people have dumped me.

I was probably very rude and not nice to them, or maybe I just peeved them off so much that they were done with me.

It has happend quite a lot in my life. And I know it hurts. The pain is so unbearable. I lie in bed for hours thinking about them. Nothing I do will ever be good enough. I didn’t realise it was so bad to call someone a friend.

Howwww would I know . . . I can’t read minds, , , they aren’t goint to come and tell me to my facce. I guess in some cased I know full WELL what I have done wrong. In others I am just at a loss for what I did that was so bad. Maybe that is the proble,mmm.