Feeling the ache of my broken soul today.
Sometimes it feels like it is only when the tide turns towards healing that I really feel the extent of the tenderness.
It is a weariness that cuts so deep.
Was it only four weeks that I cancelled my Apple TV subscription and thought that I would never cook again?
Four weeks since seeing the man sweating over playing with his yellow ball.

Could you please tell me – am I alone in this? Is this story ‘all in my head?’ The health professionals said some things that make me wonder if I am insane for a purpose, , ,but maybe I am just very, very unwell.

Not that I could necessarily trust you (or your bot) to tell me. . . straight.

I just feel so tired. . . and I want to cry.