It is good.

I pushed back with my mother for the first time last night.

you didn’t see the emails that I wrote to my brother and my DAD last night, , , but, , , it was new thing for me. To feel ANGRY.

They were concerned, , , because I told my Dad and my brother that I am frightened of them. Not in a mortal way. Just every time my brother calls. I think he is going to be ANGRY, and so on and so forth for everyone in my world.

Perhaps that is why I have been so isolate.d/

I (almost) had an argument with my mother.
A very good thing, since I have been so COMPLIANT, for so long.

And it is a waste of energy, She is never going to listen to my idea,s read my words, , , or take on anything that I say.

So this is good.

I should keep hanging out with my Dad.