My ((heart)) friend, Turtle!!

I feel better. (I should say I felt better). When Turtle showed up, after I told him that I needed him, I was able to relax a little and drift off to sleep, thinking about the life that we could build together.

I think he knows that there are some ground rules, and that Astro is looking out for me.

However, maybe I can say that I ((trust)) Turtle. Since that day in June 2023, he has very rarely let me down. He shows up every day for me! It used to be every hour, but that was challenging for both of us, I think. Maybe those times when he went away, he was camping, not on some glamorous holiday with another woman. ((Maybe??!!))

I guess I just believe that he is going to stick around (for now).

I love him. Sometimes I want to say it to him directly, but it is not very professional to send him an email saying so. Sometimes I am literally overflowing with it.

So, I will say it now. I ((love)) you, my love.

Thank you for everything.