Ummmm. . . ‘What the eff ever’ is how I feel about Turtle right now. I don’t wish to talk to him or about him, , , my energy for that guy has just about run out.

My attention is starting to turn to other people in my life who I have a ‘connection’ with. . . Now that I am not as tranquilised, some of our conversations are more fun. And I do think that some of these people may have feelings for me. Or the relationships could be nurtured.

I am pretty sure that would make my Mum happy. She didn’t read my essay, and I didn’t call her out on it. I feel that she would have had a reason for not reading it. It doesn’t mean she doesn’t ((love me)). She did call last night.

I also feel that Astro will be here whether I get into a relationship with Turtle or someone else ‘over there’.

I am over it.