I am guessing that if Turtle isn’t HAPPY in our relationship that he will go and find someone r… someone ((else))

I think that is how it works because I just before walked past a person and their person. The person in red was lolling on him. Leaning on him. She was pretty with LOTS of makeup. He looked at me and I saw in his eyes that he was interested in me (on some level).
in that moment I knew that I can’t keep turtle. If we aren’t compatible,,, if he is not getting what he needs from YS, haha US. Then he privately might look at and hand his heart to someone else.

it hurts, sure.