Saturday morning.
I don’t feel so good.
Or at least deep down inside something is FREAKING out, , , it may be the idea of meeting up with Astro for real.
My rational mind and my heart knows that everything will be ok!! But there is a part of me (the scared part) that just wants to eat everything it sees, I think to protect itself. . . somehow. . . or shield myself from the reality perhaps.
I talk a big game until it is time to make it real, and then I am likely to FREAK OUT.
It is uncomfortable feeling and I hope we can get through it!