Angel said that whether turtle is malicious or benign  (or, as my mum believes) totally ‘in my head’. It is always going to be online.

this means that inner need to seek romance elsewhere. Because there is an opportunity cosy. Haha cost. I can’t hold my heart for turtle.
it hurts because I think you are my friend but she is right … there is an opportunity cost.

and that is okay. I just need to ‘/switch tracks’ to platonic. She said.

and then when I do meet someone I need to wind this up with you, because if a boy found it it could be considered cheating… it would be emotional chew hmm cheating.

ouch!!

iy