It is difficult to admit, but maybe I should get to the point another way, , ,

 

Before I started taking mirtazapine, , , I was so socially anxious. . . it was crippling, to be honest.

 

And I guess i am WONDERING – because, , , apart from the low key ‘numb’ feeling – it is a good mix, (or that is what it feels like a lot of the time).

I think the NATURAL me would be psychotic, , , and when not psychotic, then just so quiet that it would be hard to bond with people.

 

TO BE HOONEST it is hard to bond with people NOW. . . (probably because of the numb thin)g. . .