My understanding (up to THIS point), sis. . . I am not sure if EVERYONE is here with me, OR NOT . . . some people ARE, that is true, and there are the noises AROUND my home, not just INSIDE it.

This was highlighted in my past, a post that I WRONG. . .

Who even knows, , , anymore. . . I was thinking about me for a minute, , , perhaps. . . It is tricky.

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I guess I FEEL like people don’t care for me. . . (mostly), and why WOULD they? Hah! Ooooch, , , I have some stuff to work out with my parents and friends perhaps. . . ‘I am not perfect’. No one said that I was, and there is such kindness in my world. . . All the people around me, , , they may not reach out too much, , , but they are kind ot,

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I am upset, because it feels like they don’t really care, about me, or about anyone! It is very, very sad.