on my own again
I so lated, , , again. . . This is something very different, and uncomfortable. . .
3
10, 2025
3
10, 2025
very uncomfortable sensations
Yukkkk, Urgh. It is not a NICE feeling, and the counsellor suggested I talk to other people in the care industry, but I didn't think of Ru. It is great to be in touch with [...]
3
10, 2025
what IS that>>
And I am very to happy to have the company. He is a great confidant. . . and he makes me laugh. So ner.
3
10, 2025
pushing back
It is good. I pushed back with my mother for the first time last night. you didn't see the emails that I wrote to my brother and my DAD last night, , , but, , [...]
3
10, 2025
ratshit buy crap la maaesrfokjaeroaj
I don’t know WHAT TO DO WITH THIS FEELING…
3
10, 2025
peeved OFF
I FEEL SO ANGRY 😡 It is not anyone’s fault, , , I just feel ANGRY, , , that has some energy, no/ anger? I felt it a few times, , the tiniest bit of [...]
30
09, 2025
Pop has left the neighbourhood (for now!) oh noes!! :-)
Well, I woke up this morning and my DAD was gone!! Not sure what time he left this morning, but he said that if I was asleep, 'he wouldn't wake me'. And now I am [...]
30
09, 2025
the process of reducing and/or cessation of nicotine – p1
The thing with nicotine, is that it is so addictive. Last night, I lost my LAST nico spray. It helped me out a lot, because in the obsessive flurry of trying to FIND it, I [...]
30
09, 2025
four days
I am starting to GET INDECISIVE again. On one hand, I want to GO OUT for a walk, but I am TIRED, I have been quite active these past week? Was it a week [...]
28
09, 2025
imperfect thoughts about my mental health status
I am a bit NERVOUS (in a mental way) about the CATT team visit today. I am happy because Dad got me cleaning up this morning. And he has arranged where we will all be [...]