nico gum cravings
Dear Goodness, If only I had your phone number and could call you up! You said one day you would call me, , , but you never did. . . It seems that if our [...]
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01, 2026
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01, 2026
wanted to stay near – what it seems to be
I am not providing MUCH company, text through a computer screen to you in your world. It is not exactly the 'connection' I feel sure you and I need right now. I had some harebrained [...]
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01, 2026
a note to where I want to be
It is the weather that is getting all effed up, am I right? And I am the culprit? Someone tonight said that 'things will never be the same'. I shudder to think about what everyone [...]
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12, 2025
A new sensation
Hello boredom! Without my computer to distract me, I am forced to face my own self. The strange, and usually familiar ways that my mind responds. It is an adventure of sorts. Although, potentially very [...]
27
12, 2025
So sorry
I am so terribly sorry. You showed up for me. And I wasn’t there for you. I can only begin to imagine how lonely and distressing and painful that must have been for you. Especially [...]
27
12, 2025
Songs of the worst key
Can we work it out? I want to fly to you today. And my brain and body feels broken. I shudder to think how you must be feeling.
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12, 2025
Deep, hard, work of psychosis
Jimeny crickets I am tired!! Not sure if I have been this exhausted!! How long did it last this time? This is day 10. I am hopeful that things are improving.
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12, 2025
The funk
I know this… I should show up no matter how much of a funk I am in. I don’t know why I didn’t invite a friend. I don’t know why I wasn’t visiting earlier. :-/
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12, 2025
a vulnerability point
It was hard to admit. . . Hard to talk about. . . She felt like he liked her on some level. . . but he didn't even know her. And the tears started streaming [...]
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12, 2025
3531 words that feel so wrong – a spoken word piece
I think I have found the reason behind the fact that people don't like to 'listen' to me. It gets better all the time, and I have held some of my friends' attention for a [...]