tomorrow is a new day
I feel very, very sad. . . And text is not it, , , but it is not the time and place for anything else. . . a phone call :-/ I don't want to [...]
15
01, 2026
15
01, 2026
what feels worse (to me at least)
Now I feel ashamed for writing my private business to you here. So, I am not sure if it is an okay mistake that I keep making, Or if I should just weather the shame, [...]
14
01, 2026
((music is the light))
Sorry. I shouldn't have opened up an email chat. I read the markers all wrong. In any case, I can write to you here, perhaps. (Now I don't know what to say), , , except [...]
1
01, 2026
nico gum cravings
Dear Goodness, If only I had your phone number and could call you up! You said one day you would call me, , , but you never did. . . It seems that if our [...]
1
01, 2026
wanted to stay near – what it seems to be
I am not providing MUCH company, text through a computer screen to you in your world. It is not exactly the 'connection' I feel sure you and I need right now. I had some harebrained [...]
11
12, 2025
3531 words that feel so wrong – a spoken word piece
I think I have found the reason behind the fact that people don't like to 'listen' to me. It gets better all the time, and I have held some of my friends' attention for a [...]
4
09, 2025
Thinking about the purpose of Soul Gardening
It is interesting to visit Soul Gardening after a big break, and read back on the past year or so worth of public posts. It has me wondering - what is the purpose of this [...]
5
07, 2025
too tired to write
Soooooo sleepy.... It also feels like I have been tensing all my muscles, or holding my breath, and recently I had cause to breathe outt, or relaz a little, but it just feels like my [...]
3
07, 2025
relationships and mental illness
It has only been two (or three) days since I reinstated the 0.5 mg of Ozempic, and I am starting to come good. I know that this is socially difficult, but if my friends can [...]
29
04, 2025
the will to live
Something is sucking all the joy out of my life, and I think it might be the cutting down of this connection (but I am not sure). If I could really trust that person, and [...]