broken brain again
I am UPSET. I am totally dysregulated. And I have a headache. . . . Tonight in my last night at this wonderful in-patient unit, I sat in an empty chair facing the dining room. [...]
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09, 2025
9
09, 2025
bigsad
It was something like not being allowed to inhabit your experience. I think that is what Alain de Botton sad.
6
09, 2025
room with a view
I know that you know that I haven't forgotten about it and forgiven you, just because I am moving on to other matters. . . I have nothing more to say on the matter today [...]
6
09, 2025
ouch, , ,the fathers
I am upset. I AM UPSET... Things transpired to bring me to my local park. There were a lot of families there, and despite the awkwardness of me today, it was nice to sit there [...]
4
09, 2025
Thinking about the purpose of Soul Gardening
It is interesting to visit Soul Gardening after a big break, and read back on the past year or so worth of public posts. It has me wondering - what is the purpose of this [...]
5
07, 2025
too tired to write
Soooooo sleepy.... It also feels like I have been tensing all my muscles, or holding my breath, and recently I had cause to breathe outt, or relaz a little, but it just feels like my [...]
3
07, 2025
relationships and mental illness
It has only been two (or three) days since I reinstated the 0.5 mg of Ozempic, and I am starting to come good. I know that this is socially difficult, but if my friends can [...]
29
04, 2025
the will to live
Something is sucking all the joy out of my life, and I think it might be the cutting down of this connection (but I am not sure). If I could really trust that person, and [...]
27
04, 2025
online worlds and authenticity
It was interesting to come in contact with our Salsa teacher today, after absorbing a lot of media about his life on social media since the last class. It felt strange, if I am honest. [...]
31
10, 2024
the repercussions
I feel really sad. . . and I am crying, , , and I want a hug. 'I am not surprised' says Sol.