sleepy bear
It is 7:31 PM and I feel like I want to go to bed. . . to sleep. It makes sense I guess. I woke at 1:30 AM, and stayed awake due to the stress, [...]
3
02, 2026
31
01, 2026
stuck in a different way
This is all wrong. I need to get out of my house so bad. And maybe making big decisions when my mind is healing is not such a good idea. I thought maybe I should [...]
31
01, 2026
this effing house
I need to GET OUT, And where can I go? I need to shake things up, When my mind is already fragile.
29
01, 2026
for practicalities
I did need to get back. For a shift on Friday. To get my medication. To clear up my house and roll. My parents think I belong here. My life fell apart. And I think [...]
28
01, 2026
ouch – a chat with a neighbour )uber cool neighbour as well
One of my neighbours just dropped something from her balcony, and I said 'oh no!', (I was outside). She came down and said 'I didn't need to explain myself', because I had stupidly tried to [...]
24
01, 2026
A moment of what?
Hello, I feel strange, and … The moment has passed somewhat because I opened Instagram. However, I just saw one of the gang who I was hanging out with back in the day, and hopefully [...]
11
01, 2026
drastic change or play safe
AI has me playing safe. Holding on to the vestiges of my support work roles - for money. Maybe I didn't mention that I still have one job that still keeps me nearly above water. [...]
4
01, 2026
Fly todayyyy ??
I am wondering if I should fly today. Is he even still there? If I went there at least I would be there and see it with my own eyes. they kept me in when [...]
1
01, 2026
nico gum cravings
Dear Goodness, If only I had your phone number and could call you up! You said one day you would call me, , , but you never did. . . It seems that if our [...]
1
01, 2026
wanted to stay near – what it seems to be
I am not providing MUCH company, text through a computer screen to you in your world. It is not exactly the 'connection' I feel sure you and I need right now. I had some harebrained [...]