on my own again
I so lated, , , again. . . This is something very different, and uncomfortable. . .
3
10, 2025
6
09, 2025
room with a view
I know that you know that I haven't forgotten about it and forgiven you, just because I am moving on to other matters. . . I have nothing more to say on the matter today [...]
4
09, 2025
Thinking about the purpose of Soul Gardening
It is interesting to visit Soul Gardening after a big break, and read back on the past year or so worth of public posts. It has me wondering - what is the purpose of this [...]
10
07, 2025
what is good for me
I feel like getting out for a walk would be so good for me, but I feel so weak. Maybe this is one of those situations where I should FORCE myself to get up and [...]
5
07, 2025
too tired to write
Soooooo sleepy.... It also feels like I have been tensing all my muscles, or holding my breath, and recently I had cause to breathe outt, or relaz a little, but it just feels like my [...]
20
06, 2025
vinyasa tears and toast, haha
Drats! I think I am going to UBER over to the movies tonight. It is an extra expense, but my nervous system is so shot. I don't want to drive, or catch PT. I did [...]
29
04, 2025
the will to live
Something is sucking all the joy out of my life, and I think it might be the cutting down of this connection (but I am not sure). If I could really trust that person, and [...]
27
04, 2025
online worlds and authenticity
It was interesting to come in contact with our Salsa teacher today, after absorbing a lot of media about his life on social media since the last class. It felt strange, if I am honest. [...]
25
12, 2024
opportunities to grow
Coming home is usually such a growth experience for me. I tend to learn a lot about myself and how I have been impacted by our family dynamic. Hopefully I can carry these lessons with [...]
29
09, 2024
habits of a lifetime
Making the same mistake. Over and over again. The mistake is putting my feelings into words, and articulating them. Most other people move through their feelings without committing them to paper. I am looking for [...]