taking stock on what has happened now
Saturday morning. I don't feel so good. Or at least deep down inside something is FREAKING out, , , it may be the idea of meeting up with Astro for real. My rational mind and [...]
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01, 2026
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01, 2026
hot day, emotions that were flying high, and the craasssshhhh
I have been 'eating my feelings' tonight. It is sad, I guess.- the way my behaviour responds to the threat of being ignored (perhaps that is the behaviour I am witnessing). I am just so [...]
30
01, 2026
maybe it hurts in the knots in my tummy
Ouch! Despite the fact that I love Astro, , , I also have feelings for Mouse. And it makes me feel sad. He tells me that he is feeling bad, and that maybe he wasn't [...]
28
01, 2026
ouch – a chat with a neighbour )uber cool neighbour as well
One of my neighbours just dropped something from her balcony, and I said 'oh no!', (I was outside). She came down and said 'I didn't need to explain myself', because I had stupidly tried to [...]
25
01, 2026
caca moose
Oooooch, , , At least I am still laughing. . . I was just sitting here on this beach, , , thinking to myself 'how lucky are the people who live here!' - if they [...]
24
01, 2026
that be doo – for now
What about MY LOVE?? How is he going to feel about the potential of a friendship between me and my barista?>
24
01, 2026
it still hurts – 84
that's TRUE actually. . . why couldn't i talk to my brother about my world, or my lyf? I had to find someone who i could 'write to',,, someone who I could share my hopes [...]
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01, 2026
FYI
It is difficult to know how to begin his conversation, , , because it does feel a little strange, , , but I need you all to know tthat I am in love. . . [...]
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01, 2026
learn how to fly
I should have kept my big mouth shut. What time for us? I am so broken today that I can't think creatively, or work to get myself out of this financial funk. And I am [...]
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01, 2026
like I don’t deserve his friendship I guess :-/ – – – OUCH
My oldest best friend checkkkkked up on me for the third time in three days, , and I am so grateful, , , but i also feel so sad. . . like. . . Like [...]