thorns in my recovery
I know that receiving a delivery of flowers is supposed to cheer me up. How lucky I am to have a friend who cares! They just make me feel bad though - guilty. I can't [...]
7
07, 2025
6
07, 2025
coffee dates – back to it
I feel a strange kind of 'emptiness'. How is this 'my problem'?
5
07, 2025
a lifetime of regrets
I feel so sad because I never grew a human baby in my body. . . It is a huge wave of grief that pours over my soul. . . I feel so sad. . [...]
3
07, 2025
relationships and mental illness
It has only been two (or three) days since I reinstated the 0.5 mg of Ozempic, and I am starting to come good. I know that this is socially difficult, but if my friends can [...]
19
06, 2025
not again!! – – – appropriate spaces to process **stuff**
AAAAARRRRRRRGGGGHhh, , , the stress, , , my goodness. I went to Facebook to VENT, which is obviously NEVER a good idea. No sooner had the words come out of my mouth than the phone [...]
15
06, 2025
like picking mushrooms
How do you know though? ? ? The men who have assaulted me seemed nice enough on the surface. . . My body didn't register a danger in some way. . . so how can you tell [...]
13
06, 2025
In homage to men
Men are so beautiful. i will share an interesting article soon that mentions the fact that in America at least, men feel unimportant because they are no longer needed as ‘breadwinners’ in relationships. I have [...]
29
04, 2025
the will to live
Something is sucking all the joy out of my life, and I think it might be the cutting down of this connection (but I am not sure). If I could really trust that person, and [...]
24
04, 2025
a good reason
Another school holiday period. Something has clicked into place in my mind. And now when I see Dads with their kids, and family photos of men with their families I finally understand that this is [...]
30
03, 2025
the changing weather of grief
I feel so sad for my friend who lost her husband of 40 years today. I am wondering how she must be feeling, and if it feels empty and bleak, or rich and soft with [...]