I feel bad. . .

I feel bad because I just jumped in and booked accommodation along the great ocean road for a few night s this week.

The someone said something about a money box. and I felt like maybe I shouldn’t spend the money. I just thought that it was a good opportunity for a holiday. . . and I haven’t been away for yoinks, and I always wanted to go along there. . . and now I feel SAD.

Also, I STILL don’t have anyone ecomeing with me on SAturday, , , so I am just some kind of loner, right? I am going to try and post it on a meetup page, but I feel so crappy. . . how embarrassing!

SAd, , , mad, , , guarded. . . I feel like CRAP now!!