I know it is academic, , , but I don’t feel good about the idea of anything right now. . . it is this kind of behaviour that cuts to the core of my issues with my body image. . . Maybe I have done something really wrong. . . even though it wasn’t done with any kind of sexual or romantic intent. . .

This knot feels different somehow, , , it feels ill. . .it feels sixkeiningihijfe.

The only thing that would soothe my torment is a hug with my Turtle friend. . . I guess it is that I feel …

I feel single, , , perhaps. . . I feel like my uncomfortable perceptions of the coast sometimes. . .