So, I started to write the post that Sol had suggested to me at 3 am this morning. It may have actually been something valuable in the world of psychology, however, as I was writing it, I became increasingly uncomfortable about the ways of confidentiality, and so, I stopped. . . I think it is for the best. Even though I do probably need a journal to explore my ideas about how to best support my clients.

My therapist asked me ‘how is your writing going’ towards the end of our session on Tuesday. It made me think about THIS site, and how it USED to be some kind of academic or at least researched and topical blog on topics that might HELP PEOPLE.

I realised that it had descended into some kind of journal of my own psychology. And that is EMBARRASSING, actually!

However, the idea of researching and presenting some kind of psychological theory or set of ideas, feels LIKE A LOT OF WORK right now. . . And it is so much easier to just play around in my psychological mess.

And so, I am conflicted right now. But eff it, I think. Life is short. This is what I am thinking TONIGHT!!