for practicalities
I did need to get back. For a shift on Friday. To get my medication. To clear up my house and roll. My parents think I belong here. My life fell apart. And I think [...]
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01, 2026
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01, 2026
ouch – a chat with a neighbour )uber cool neighbour as well
One of my neighbours just dropped something from her balcony, and I said 'oh no!', (I was outside). She came down and said 'I didn't need to explain myself', because I had stupidly tried to [...]
25
01, 2026
caca moose
Oooooch, , , At least I am still laughing. . . I was just sitting here on this beach, , , thinking to myself 'how lucky are the people who live here!' - if they [...]
25
01, 2026
December – January psychosis 2026
The situation is that the 'freeze' response that I had noticed earlier in my development transformed into severe, severe AMBIVALENCE in this latest block (40 days) of psychosis. . . At first I thought that [...]
24
01, 2026
that be doo – for now
What about MY LOVE?? How is he going to feel about the potential of a friendship between me and my barista?>
24
01, 2026
it still hurts – 84
that's TRUE actually. . . why couldn't i talk to my brother about my world, or my lyf? I had to find someone who i could 'write to',,, someone who I could share my hopes [...]
24
01, 2026
A moment of what?
Hello, I feel strange, and … The moment has passed somewhat because I opened Instagram. However, I just saw one of the gang who I was hanging out with back in the day, and hopefully [...]
23
01, 2026
maybe I can work through this new kind of funk
Not much good to anyone now. . . Stuck, Frozen, , , Trapped,,, Can't work, can't think, can't do anything, can't go out, , , because, , , and, , , sick as well. . [...]
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01, 2026
FYI
It is difficult to know how to begin his conversation, , , because it does feel a little strange, , , but I need you all to know tthat I am in love. . . [...]
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01, 2026
O.U.C.H – the punishment seems to be ‘trauma’ after all that stuff that just went down
The truth is that I AM broken. It hurts to write about. Tonight I met some nice, friendly people, two sisters of 20 and 33 and their uncle. We chatted in the beer garden and [...]