quiet and absent
Unfortunately, Turtle is not around me this morning. I suppose this could mean a variety of things. He is quite often QUEUTE, , , it doesn't necessarily mean that he is UPSET!! Although I did hear an [...]
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09, 2025
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09, 2025
because it is somewhere – it is EVERYWHERE
It sure is nice being in a situation where every man reminds me of Turtle when I do want to see him, and know him, , , He is a man after all. I could [...]
7
09, 2025
a love note
Alain de Botton (School of Life0 said that people are not perfect. There is always going to be a bi of 'friction' perhaps. . . because this is the very nature of relationships. . . [...]
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09, 2025
nicotine replacement therapy – one dose
My first impression is that NICOTINE IS A HORRIBLE drug!! I sprayed one spray under my tounge. And now I have the hiccups! Take after food please!!
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09, 2025
A fiestier, more beautiful gm
Word on the street is that Turtle is planning to upgrade me (or should I say dump me) for a much better model! I would say that’s fair. I did cry about Astro. and that’s [...]
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09, 2025
Spiritual connections :’-/
I feel so sad. I feel like I want to cry all day. it is going to sound weird perhaps but what if we are connected? a few months ago I wrote a lovely [...]
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09, 2025
very vulnerable shares ;-\
It is difficult to admit, but maybe I should get to the point another way, , , Before I started taking mirtazapine, , , I was so socially anxious. . . it was crippling, [...]
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09, 2025
antipsychotic medications and cognition (or the underlying disease)
That is a bald faced lie, about not reacting physiologocally, Although sometimes, I just kind a feel a bit 'numb' and it is not so nice. I want to FEEL and be homan. I looked [...]
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09, 2025
the negotiation and labour of love
this made me think of my friend Turtle. https://www.instagram.com/reel/DOIVbTvCKE4/?igsh=MWZzczg0aG41M3k0bw== What do you think? I am interested in it, because I try SO HARD to exit. The last time it was because Turtle wasn't around when [...]
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09, 2025
and then, love, maybe
I can't stop crying. It is dancing2 that started the waterworks. And then some attention, It prolly isn't even from you, Maybe. I am a fool. . . I love you so mcuh. The tears [...]