so much for a new world
So much for reducing screen time. I have been glued to my screen all day. In some kind of desperate attempt to recover the financial ground that I have lost, this psychosis. It seems like [...]
9
01, 2026
8
01, 2026
functional freeze – – – terribubble
The problem I have had since the start of this festive season, and what I interpret as a push to fly somewhere away from here, is very simply 'functional freeze'. It can be a negative [...]
7
01, 2026
when trying gets stale
Help!! I have no idea what I am doing now. I have tried so many times to get on that train to my home. And I am not even sure why it feels so important [...]
5
01, 2026
courage required
jellyfish is about right, i would say. so, perhaps i will have the worst of both worlds?? i didn't update my answer when i understood what i have done. i wanted to fight for that [...]
4
01, 2026
The balm of creativity
Creativity and imagination can make our world feel possible. What kind of creativity can I bring today?
4
01, 2026
soul mess
My soul is such a mess this afternoon. . . Soothing sounds of Gotye might do some good, , , but I am not sure it is going to heal the giant wound in my [...]
4
01, 2026
chaos and the things that change you
I am so frightened that I have messed this up. It is hard to talk about. . . And, maybe illness and forced containment are not good enough reasons. There is a place I want [...]
4
01, 2026
Fly todayyyy ??
I am wondering if I should fly today. Is he even still there? If I went there at least I would be there and see it with my own eyes. they kept me in when [...]
2
01, 2026
take me out
It would have been amazing to take your boy out this weekend, or to step out with your boy, ((Mum)). Between these two worlds is a person who is torn between 'go' and 'woah'. . [...]
1
01, 2026
tragedy
Not a private space to say that I am sorry. Sorry probably doesn't cut it, in any case. What the hell have I (not) done? She had me chasing him the whole way. . . [...]