a tiny flame of warmth
Huddle around the fire of sound. The only warmth in my world is the music. And I sit close to it, Hoping that being close to it will warm my soul. Nothing for me any [...]
17
11, 2025
4
09, 2025
Thinking about the purpose of Soul Gardening
It is interesting to visit Soul Gardening after a big break, and read back on the past year or so worth of public posts. It has me wondering - what is the purpose of this [...]
15
08, 2025
curious way to make decisions
I am making the final decisions for colours in my new kitchen, and I am doing it with my gut, hehe. My body tells me what feels right and wrong based on different textures and [...]
17
07, 2025
dating advice from datebrazen
The advice is that if you are carrying the conversation on your own, then it should be a 'bless and release'. If they don't ask you any questions, then it is a 'bless and release'. [...]
10
07, 2025
what is good for me
I feel like getting out for a walk would be so good for me, but I feel so weak. Maybe this is one of those situations where I should FORCE myself to get up and [...]
7
07, 2025
linger
I feel sad. I am yearning for someone to love. But I want someone who wants to connect. This online communication is very inspiring, but it has been going on so long, without connecting. I [...]
7
07, 2025
thorns in my recovery
I know that receiving a delivery of flowers is supposed to cheer me up. How lucky I am to have a friend who cares! They just make me feel bad though - guilty. I can't [...]
6
07, 2025
coffee dates – back to it
I feel a strange kind of 'emptiness'. How is this 'my problem'?
5
07, 2025
too tired to write
Soooooo sleepy.... It also feels like I have been tensing all my muscles, or holding my breath, and recently I had cause to breathe outt, or relaz a little, but it just feels like my [...]
5
07, 2025
a lifetime of regrets
I feel so sad because I never grew a human baby in my body. . . It is a huge wave of grief that pours over my soul. . . I feel so sad. . [...]