Before I open the doors, I just want to say that I am aware that I have broken the golden rule.

I seem to have put some of my crazy and my trauma on the internet.

It seems so strange to me now, from this place of balanced calm – to understand why I needed to use this space to process my ‘stuff’. But my mind is vulnerable in an unusual way.

I am quite aware that there may have been someone here with me through these messes. I still have no way of telling for sure if that person is a friend or a foe. I am going to hope for the best and expect the worst as I should, I suppose. It would probably say alot about their character if they were to use my words to harm me in any case.