One thing that I didn't feel able to talk about yesterday was puppetry of the peni$. Sexual activity feels like something that is quite distressing to me, After reading that post on AWOA though, I [...]
Beyond excited today! What a day!! I am in an in-patient unit. You knew that already, right!? How amazing are they! Maybe I should start from the middle and work out. We did a writing [...]
All fixed, all better. My friend Chairman Yabba Dabba Doo came to visit tonight. We played three games of chess. It was so fun. He has lots of defensive moves. It was quieter tonight, so [...]
It is MY bad actually. My friend made a very clear point. As a community, we used to SHOW up for people. Even if we were sick and dog tired, we would go and visit [...]
It does really HURT, , , I cry so much. Dad didn't even know that it had happened. It was so horrible. But I shouldn't re-traumatise myself by talking about what happened. It is probably [...]
I have found a course online that might help us. https://psychwire.com/harris/trauma-focused-act It is expensive, but I am feeling like I am in a hurry. . . And I think it will have what I/they/we need.
I don't feel so good. And it hurts so much, i haven't been sexually active for more than 20 years now (apart from a few encounters), Because I am broken, And when I think about [...]
I wouldn't say that my parents have a particularly WORKABLE relationship. From my Mum's side, my Dad is (seemingly) not interested in a word she says. That would be a ~horrible~ situation to be in. [...]
I realised something funny today too. You see my psychiatrist mentioned that she thought I was a ‘very interesting lady’. (in that moment, I should have said ‘I had a lot of help from my [...]
Wondering if the cogitating has something to do with that not being allowed to inhabit my experience again. That is what the cogitating is about. Apparently if our minds are fixated on something - either [...]
